My doctor told me that he would not see me if I chose not to go on Lithium as he prescribed. The recovery movement emphasizes the empowerment of those with mental illnesses to make informed decisions about their treatment with their doctors and other professionals. My doctor left me no choice.
He believes that Lamictal and Geodon is not an effective long-term treatment. Instead, he feels that Lamictal and Lithium is a better choice. He may or may not be right; I don’t know. I have two psychiatrists telling me two different things. I will have to do my own research and make my own decision.
What bothers me is that one psychiatrist is forcing me into a corner and will not allow me to make my own decision. After all, I’ll be the one who will live with the consequences of the choice. Ironically, I’m more stable now than I have ever been. So, why change my meds now? I need to remain stable in order to complete my research within the next year or sooner. Switching meds at this point would hamper my ability to function during the transition. I can’t afford that time. I don’t believe my doctor is acting in my best interest. Maybe I will choose Lithium in the future, but not now while I’m doing well and being productive.
How much say does the “consumer,” “client,” or “patient” have? When should one listen to the “expert” and when should one make their own decisions?